Emptying my Mind

I feel my mind is too empty; I feel it is too full. Full of something I do not really know, but I need to empty it. In order to get asleep. In order to go to bed and to get accustomed to the idea that my new life has already started and in way I wouldn’t have expected. At least not so soon.



I’m wondering where it is gonna drive me. This non sense will I own of wanting to travel, to live different lives and sceneries. And at the same time to stop, to rest in a place, to live it, know it, fall in love with everything (or something) (or somebody) and thus do what people says is..

…enjoying…LIFE.

Sometimes I think I’m gonna be always like this. Never-ending evolving. Looking up into the sky, at its marvelous clouds; that every time tell me this: “It’s possible Alice, keep on dreaming and you will succeed. Everything is gonna be fine”. And in that moment, every time, even in the worst situations, I got persuaded that everything is possible. And I can be whoever. And live wherever.


I think I have realized that sea is part of me. Although I have denied it. Although sometimes I still do it. I think that when I’m next to the sea, my life changes. I’m different. I take off a tight dress to wear the perfect one: no one. Just me.


I’m still wandering. I’m still wondering how my life can be in some way related to the sea and ships, which have turned into a passion, an obsession, a need and a love. Far from them, I feel incomplete. Next to them I feel..in Love.


Please Destiny, make this dream come true and keep on telling me, showing me, the way. While I’m always looking for this answer, for a final answer to this fundamental life question. And lead me to the dream I have in my heart. Or is it in my mind? A dream that unifies my passions and my loves. The woman I am and that I wanna be.


And teach me, day after day better, how to enjoy every single moment of this life.